I'm a fucked up person. I just got out of a serious relationship 4 months ago with someone I thought I was in love with and the more I go back and look at it, the less I feel like I knew the guy.
I've been spending a shitload of time with someone else for the past 3 months, and he's my best friend and I think I am falling in love with him. Too soon? I know. I tried avoiding it, by avoiding him, but I ended up living with him for a while...and I can't help the way I feel. He does things to me...he provokes all of these emotions that I didn't know I had, good and bad...I want him and I am going to go crazy if I can't have him.
Jesus fuck I am sick.
Also I need to go ahead and have my period soon before I lose my fucking mind.